Music of my life

It’s nice when we’re together
Spending the whole day you and I
The way you sleep on my shoulder
Holding hands and just be comfortable

It’s the lullaby we sang together
You always said that I’m special
As you are for me too
But we only kissed when we’re high

I was doing fine before I met you
But the idea of us would just complicate life
There is no future between us
I’m sorry but I’m cutting you off of my life

Hurt me! Oh please hurt me bad!
Once you do that, then I’m over us
Don’t let this thing go even further
F*ck you, I don’t need you no more

I don’t know what it is that I’m looking for
But I do know that I’ve been searching forever
What are you…who are you?
Are you even exist?

Everyday I’m further away from where I was
Keep moving away, hoping to find you somewhere
Struggle to keep the fire burning my spirit
And it’s you who kept me feel alive

I haven’t been through the world yet
But I’m on my way there
Several oceans that I have conquered
Would I find you here…or the next one?

I know that I might never find you
Or eventually you are nowhere to be found
But in the end it’s all about the journey I made
The life that I’ve been living all along

I like the way your hair smells
Even though I know it’s just a shampoo
And the scent of your perfume
Mesmerizes me even more

I like the way that you get up so early
Just to take a nice shower
And when I wake up
You’re all dressed up

I like the way you smile
And the way you bite your lip
Bright pink is the color
How I like so much

I like the way that you try all the clothes
That you can find in a shopping mall
And they all look so good on you
My God, you’re so cute

It’s your lovely Eyes
With them gray and brown colors
That when they look at mine
I’m instantly hypnotized

I like the way you laugh
And all of your stupid jokes
They remind me of myself
Oh how we could be great together

The sun is up and you’re awake now
I’m waiting for you
To show up on my screen to tell you how
I’m thinking of you

Though we are half the world away, But I
I am near you
Though you’re not here while I’m awake, still I
I dreamed of you

Hello, hello, hello
How are you?
Where are you?
What you’re up to today?

What will you do tonight?
I wish I was there with you
We’ll have a nice chat and coffee
Like we’ve always say we would

When will I ever meet you?
When will I ever see you?
When will I ever feel you?
When will I ever kiss you?

I saw you walking down the road, passing me by
The image of you still remains, yet somehow
Then you saw me wondering, on the sideways
You gave your smile and waved at me, caught me watching

One two three four five six, clock is ticking
Seven eight nine ten, time is running out
Should I go there say hello and talk to you
Would I regret if I don’t

Why is it so hard for me, just to say hello
I’ve said it like a million times, million times before

One two three four five six, clock is ticking
Seven eight nine ten, time is running out
Should I go there say hello and talk to you
Would I regret if I don’t

Then you walked to me, moving towards me
I just don’t know that to do
And when you’re close to me, standing over me, you
You said hello, you said hello, you said hello

One two three four five six, clock is ticking
Seven eight nine ten, time is running out
Should I go there say hello and talk to you
Would I regret if I don’t

Seems just like yesterday
When I was a lil child
Just going along
To wherever I was taken

In all of a sudden
Our parents got old
Waiting for their time to come
And I just don’t have a clue

At these moments of life
Time has come for us to choose
Of what we want to do
Or what we have to do

I guess all of these came in such a natural way
Everybody’s got to make that choice somehow
Cause life is about options
What’s the point of living if we just can’t choose

What have we become
What will we become
What have we become
What will we become

Happy birthday, Dad !

Pernah ku dengar cerita
Tentang seorang manusia
Yang selalu disakiti dan dibenci
Namun hidupnya trus jalan tanpa henti

Bandingkan dengan kita
Yang selalu bersembunyi
Dalam sebuah perlindungan yang abadi
Banyaknya yang kita lewatkan di sana

Mungkin kita semua harus
Merasakan pahit dunia
Sebelum kita bahagia

Dan jika kau belum temukan
Bahagia yang kau dambakan
Mungkin memang belum waktunya

Dan janganlah bersedih
Kita semua juga pernah
Merasakan apa yang kau rasa saat ini
Namun kita semua mencinta lagi

TIada manusia yang
Tak pernah sakit hatinya
Semua bagian dari rencanaNya

Dan jika kau belum temukan
Bahagia yang kau dambakan
Mungkin memang belum waktunya

I like you but I don’t love you
I need a little of you but not all of you
I miss you but I don’t want to see you
I can’t give you more than I have given you

Give me some time but not forever
Come see me but just for a while
You amuse me but you also bore me
You’re wonderful but that’s all you are

Oh trust me it’s better this way
For life could treat you better than me
Give them a chance to know you more
Cause I’m not the one you’re looking for

You’re the reason I wake up but not the reason I live
It would be nice to be with you but it wouldn’t feel great
I just want a little of you
Please don’t ask for more

Life’s a bitch, ain’t it
Deal with it, get over it
So what if you’re disappointed
You’re not alone, we all once were

I feel naked
I feel like a sinner
I feel so ashamed
Everytime I’m with you

My whole life glimpsed before me
Bad things I’ve done suddenly showed upon me
My tears fall off I can’t resist
Everytime I’m with you

You’ve awaken of my consciousness
Though I was never asleep
I feel like a better person
Everytime I’m with you

Show me the way
Show me the light
The ones I can clearly see
Everytime I’m with you

- 4 my God wherever U r -

In the joyful times of mine
I know I’ve let you down
I wasn’t always there for you
When you needed me the most

But you…
You were always there when I needed you
Night over night, hear my cry for help
You cheered me up and swept my tears away
I know I wasn’t such a very good friend for you
For that I’m full of regrets

Now you’re sailing away
To the land of your dreams
Leaving me dry
In the empty ocean of life
My dearest friend

Where should I yell my whine?
Who would indulge me when I’m down?
Where should I tear my tears?
Without your shoulder to cry?

To my dearest friend - M.A
You have been the very best friend I’ve ever had in my whole life
I love you and may happiness be with you always
Your best friend –Ndwy-